Last Breath

It’s heart breaking

To feel trapped in someone’s hand

It’s breath taking

How did I come to this?

To become so small

When I should be strong and stand tall

I wish I could get back

And rewrite my (hi)story

Get back on track

Each day a new rise

Each day a new lie

Wonder when it stops

Wonder whether it’s my own fault

I’ve always craved for acceptance and love

And forgot the real source

Myself.

I declare right here that I have died

The last piece of me is gone, can’t deny it

I died and I make myself queen

I now sit on my own throne, if you know what I mean

I’m sick of mind tricks and deception

Tired of being hostage of my own actions

I’m done

Because I have no strength left

I’m done

Because I was everybody’s puppet, that’s a fact

I’m done

Because hurting myself hurts too much

I’ve decided, this time, enough!